There are many days where I log on and see all these interesting looking people and think.
"Gee I would like to maybe have a chat."
So you kindly try to contact and some do chat a reply, and in some cases build a small friendship.
You draw them giftarts to be nice and hope that maybe they will stay your friend.
But then you see them less often online, you know they are still around because they are doing stuff on their blogs or art galleries.
And You think, gee I miss chatting to them so much, and finally accept that they don't want to speak to you ever again.
However you still keep their username in your long dead list of social chats, thinking maybe, just maybe....... nothing....
So yeah, sometimes I wonder why I bother socialising.
Why can't I be like a Sim and have an Anti-Social trait, so I don't feel this need to talk to someone just to fill a little red to green bar. Which then depleats over time leaving you feeling lonely just as quicker then it takes to fill it up.
Which does make me wonder, why do I still come to places like this forum?
And then I realise, it's the only place I can post my adult crap and see if anyone cares to comment.